I Got My Life Back

And one day all that anxiety and nervous energy just falls away.  I don't know what or why or how, but the new normal sets in.  Today I feel like I got my life back.  I wish I knew what the magic recipe or timeline is, maybe a routine or the moment the thoughts in my head stabilize.  It is a true awakening, entering through to the other side of a new life. 

 You look back at a mess and look forward towards everything fresh and new. 

Focus on the important things

Trust Your Gut

Let go of things that do not serve you

I have gained much more than I have lost.  

My intuition is sharp and tuned in.  My love of life is still alive.  My understanding of what is important is vibrant.  My health, my finances, my truth is all well and good.  

One of the most outstanding lessons I have learned is, I am capable of living independently with my children.  This for me has been one of the most empowering pieces to experience. 

As I write this, it is only 6 weeks since I have moved from my married home.  We already have a routine.  We are happy and thriving.  We are our own family.  And my boys are content, happy and stable.  

When you go through any trauma, heartbreak, death, loss of anything in your life, sleep patterns often change.  I stopped sleeping well, woke up numerous times during the night. But, now I am sleeping.

Taking care of myself became priority.  Finding balance, creating Peace and Harmony in my living space, trickled into my overall life.  I do this by burning incense, candles, taking baths (with candles) and working out.

Before my divorce I was already taking Thrive supplements.  At one point, I was barely eating.  I had no appetite.  I call this the divorce diet.  If I was not taking these supplements, I would not have survived.  I would have surely passed out from lack of nutrients.  They helped in other areas too, like my mental well being, but overall, I found it gave me what I needed to push forward on the harder days.

Each Day we find strength to move forward in a positive way. 

Change your thought patterns and your physical day to day life will instanstenously change

Today, prior to posting this blog, I reflect and am in awe of this person I was on the day these words hit the computer screen.  I transformed into a different person in a short amount of time.  I instinctively knew, life would get easier, however, I had to go on blind faith.  I continued to write my feelings as they surfaced and today I am a totally better person for all of it.

My journey will now change to life as a divorcee, navigating single life.  I will still touch on divorce topics, like blending families and how the relationship with my ex transformed.
Get ready for the twist, life post divorce is exciting and better than life in a bad marriage.